Sunday, January 24, 2016

Steve Jobs and the Ride of a Lifetime

 




"Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something -- your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life."
                                                                       -Steve Jobs
 
 
 


I’ve always been one who looks more to the past than the present for meaning and inspiration with my writing. In our past lies the patterns and road signs that show the way forward.

That’s why that quote from Apple co-founder Steve Jobs jumped out at me when I read it in a transcript of a Commencement address he gave at Stanford University in 2005. After all, if anyone was ever qualified to be called a forward-thinking visionary it was Steve Jobs. Yet there he was telling a class of eager graduates what a critical part the past played in his deepest personal calculations.

We all want to trust that something can and will show us the way to future success. At some point we all want to be able to connect those cosmic dots.

In my case, one of the biggest dots I ever found was a short piece my father wrote years ago. Every time I read it, it keeps pointing me in the direction of what ‘real’ writing is all about. It honors the craft and makes me want to become a better writer.

Entitled An Open Letter To My Dad, he wrote it on February 6, 1963, while riding a passenger train back to his hometown in northern Wisconsin after his father had passed away. I can hear the rails rolling by in rhythm, timeless, as he sifts through his thoughts and slowly starts to write:

 





So long, Dad.

The phone seemed to jingle a little more nervously than usual when Carol called me at the office and said that you had passed away peacefully.

It wasn’t unexpected. You and I both put up a bold front during my last visit at the St. Paul V.A. Hospital ten days ago, but inwardly we knew. You made it clear that 85 was a lengthy life and you had no regrets in leaving.

Now I find the quiet of a Hiawatha streamliner rolling northward an ideal place for reminiscing. You had a full life, Dad. Coming over from Sweden in rugged pioneer tradition and starting a new life in northwestern Wisconsin was no easy task. But it sure developed your initiative, independence and, best of all, the good old virtue of common sense which more than compensated for your meager schooling. Never gave it much thought before but your working years must have been in excess of 60 years. I don’t think you were idle one day until you reached 75. With limited means you saw that we three kids went to college, which in itself is a splendid tribute to both you and Mother.

Remarkably good health blessed your life until that pesky hip accident. This, coupled with Mother’s passing, dulled your zest for living a little, but true to your humble nature you always kept such thoughts pretty much to yourself.

Two old photographs come to mind: the faded Confirmation photo in which your eyes speak sheer devilment, and that picture of you in your Spanish-American war uniform that displays a physique few servicemen boast today. Not much fighting in that conflict, but those training camp conditions you mentioned on occasion didn’t make me a bit envious.

By golly we had some good times together. Those fishing trips on the St. Croix River. Remember the time I cast your new rod into the depths of the Mississippi? Those leisurely car trips along Lake Pepin where as a youngster you did some commercial fishing. Those trips to the Minnesota State Fair. Oh yes, there were many more — the pheasant we ‘accidentally’ shot out of season; and how you enjoyed coming down to Milwaukee to see the Braves play baseball. Never could figure where you got the stamina to sit through those laborious doubleheaders.

Our Christmas gathering last December left the most pleasant memories. You were feeling exceptionally chipper and I was amused by your comment that Kent, my youngest, really warmed up to you on this visit. I know how happy you were when he came along to carry on the family name.

Truthfully, Dad, I never heard anyone say a harsh word about you, and my memory isn’t good enough to recall all the compliments concerning the love, respect and help you gave your fellow man.

So thanks for everything. I know you are having a marvelous time now, and deservedly so (though I’d like to know how you went about explaining about that pheasant incident). I won’t say goodbye — just so long for a spell.

Sincerely,
Clarence
 


For obvious reasons I feel proud and privileged when I finish reading. Proud of the two generations of men before me, privileged that I have inherited my father’s passion for the past and the written word.

It’s up to each of us to decide for ourselves whether or not there are dots in our past we can connect and infer meaning from. As for me, I agree wholeheartedly with what Steve Jobs said: You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever.”

All writing should strive to serve the needs of someone else. Here I serve and honor the memory of the men who came before me. In this letter I see words and images and a line running through three family generations. It pulls me in every time and makes me want to live — and write — as honestly and vividly as I can.

 






 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 

Thursday, January 21, 2016

Ed Gein and the Real "Psycho" House

Ed Gein's House - 1957

What follows is a small but previously unknown facet of the story of notorious "Psycho" murderer Ed Gein. This is based on a series of interviews I had with Linda Foster and her mother Georgia, who, back in 1957, were his nearest neighbors. The interviews took place in Linda’s home in Oconomowoc, Wisconsin, in June and July of 2012.


In November darkness comes early to the people of north central Wisconsin. The days grow short, the wind bites a little harder, and sooner or later the first sure sign of winter settles on harvested fields like a thin white sheet. Not that folks who grew up and live in these parts give it all that much thought. For them it’s just nature’s way.
On one particular November night in 1957, what passed for nature’s way took an incredible twist with the discovery of a crime scene inside a lonely two-story house six miles west of the town of Plainfield, Wisconsin. What local police bumped into that night changed forever the notion that human behavior in this part of the world had its limitations. It also created one of the most unlikely, and enduring, cult figures in the annals of true crime.
Welcome to the home of Ed Gein 

A Walk Through the House

 
Actually Ed wasn’t quite that gracious when he cracked open his weather-beaten door and saw Don and Georgia Foster standing there on his front stoop on a warm spring afternoon six months earlier. In fact he was more than a little wary when he heard a knock at the door and saw the Fosters holding their ten-month-old son and smiling like the good country neighbors they were trying to be. Eddie never had many visitors.
Don Foster grew up in nearby Plainfield and worked in a paper mill. His wife Georgia was a homemaker in their small house that sat on land next to the Gein property. Just recently Don had run into Ed at a local crossroads country store and the two got to talking about things: the weather, crops, the latest odd job Ed had picked up around town. Ed was his usual shy self, but as the conversation went on he warmed up to Don and together the two men got to talking about their respective homes.
The Fosters were a growing family and Don said he had started thinking about finding a bigger house to live in, maybe some land to do a little farming too. This prompted Ed to chime in that since he lived alone in his big house and wasn’t farming his land at all, he really ought to think about getting a smaller place.
It probably came out as little more than a joke at first, but one of them said they would be better off if they just swapped houses. An unusual idea, to say the least. But after a little while they both started seriously wondering what would happen if indeed they did buy each other’s house. A house swap.  
Ed had already seen the inside of the Foster’s home. More than once, in fact, he had come over and helped babysit their young children, including daughter Linda. Now it was time for the Fosters to check things out on their end, hence their arrival that day at Eddie’s door. Like other farmhouses in the hinterlands back in those days, the Gein house had neither electricity nor indoor plumbing. There was no connecting phone line either, thus no way for the Fosters to have phoned ahead and tell him they were coming over.
After they explained their reason for stopping by, Ed reluctantly opened the door and invited the Fosters into the kitchen.
“It was the middle of the day but still it was pretty dark in there,” recalled Georgia, now 85 years old and still living in northern Wisconsin. “There were maybe one or two small windows in the kitchen, but they were covered with ragged old curtains. There was so much stuff lying around you had to be careful where you walked.”
Ever mindful of her manners, she clutched her baby tightly and tried not to think about the fetid smells and filthy frying pans on the stove, the crusted jars and used soup cans lying all around the place. The Fosters were there only to look at the physical structure of the house, she reminded herself. Did the joints and beams look solid? Were the walls and ceiling in good shape? If they did end up swapping houses they wanted to be sure they were getting a safe and solid home.
Was Georgia nervous about going out there? “No, not really. Everyone in town knew Eddie was a little different, but we just accepted that. He was harmless.”
Then she added, “It didn’t cross my mind at the time, but I don’t think anyone had ever been out to see his house, certainly not since his mother and brother died.” 

Ed Gein – The Beginning

 
If one were to believe in such a thing as a family curse, what happened to the family of George and Augusta Gein might well stand out as exhibit A. In 1914 the newly married couple left bustling La Crosse, Wisconsin, and moved to the tiny hamlet of Plainfield where they bought their dream home – a farm. Though truth be told, that dream was really nothing more than Augusta’s intense desire to live as far away from everyone as possible. To her unyielding way of thinking, people were inherently troublesome, if not downright evil. Especially women.
 An overbearing, religious zealot who herself had suffered abuse as a young girl, Augusta taught her two boys early on that all women, except her, were nothing more than wicked harlots. Even husband George was not spared. Unable to satisfy his wife with anything he did, he fell victim to her ceaseless contempt and criticism. He became a bitter and incurable alcoholic and died of drink in 1940. Ed’s older brother, Henry, was the next to go, dying under mysterious circumstances while fighting a brushfire side-by-side with Ed in 1944. Then when Augusta suffered a stroke it fell upon Ed to care for her as best he could, until she died from a second stroke in 1945.
For the next twelve years Ed lived alone in that house surrounded by winter winds, bad memories and 196 acres of barren farmland.  

On Second Thought

 
According to Georgia Foster, Eddie didn’t seem all that nervous or distracted while he conducted his house tour, though he did quickly shut the doors to several rooms without showing what was inside. The Fosters did get a peek into what was his mother’s bedroom downstairs. Curiously, that was the only room in the house that was neat and tidy, if more than a little dusty.
To the local townsfolk Ed had always been a bit of a curiosity, the hapless village clown. But never was he thought to be a threat to anyone. Not even after a 15-year-old local boy started a strange rumor by telling people he had been in Ed’s house one day when Ed showed him his collection of shrunken heads. No one believed it was true, of course. 
As Georgia was carefully making her way down the stairs after seeing what she could of the five rooms on the second floor, she quipped, “Hey Eddie, where do you keep those shrunken heads?”
Normally Eddie would never look anyone in the eye when talking to them, but right after she said this, Georgia remembers, the afternoon sun was coming through a window and lit upon his face in an eerie way. For a brief second or two she saw the strangest red glint in his eye. Like that of a feral dog; an animal gone bad.
“That was the only time I ever got a bad feeling from Eddie,” Georgia would say many years later.
The customary simpleton grin quickly returned to Eddie’s face, however, and he seemed to be playing along with the joke when he said of the shrunken heads. “Oh, they’re down here in the pantry.”
To this day Georgia Foster insists neither she nor her husband ever saw anything in Ed’s house that day that aroused suspicion. Though for the record Ed never did show the Fosters what, if anything, was in that pantry.
The Fosters were in Ed Gein’s house for a half-hour before they said goodbye and drove off. According to Georgia, they left still thinking the house swap might work out. Days later it was Eddie who backed out of the proposed deal.
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Fast forward six months. A little before eight o’clock on Sunday evening,  November 17, 1957, Waushara County Sheriff Arthur Schley and Police Captain Lloyd Schoephoerster were driving out to Ed Gein’s house. They needed to talk to him about Bernice Worden. 
Mrs. Worden ran the hardware store in Plainfield. Her son had just gone to the police with a strange story about his missing mother, blood stains on the floor, and an unclaimed receipt for a gallon of anti-freeze with Ed Gein’s name on it. Even the hint of such foul play was anything but commonplace in Waushara County in 1957. Knowing Ed’s meek, if peculiar, nature, the men weren’t expecting trouble bringing him in for questioning. Still, the startling situation did call for some urgency. It was, after all, part of the job. Or so they figured.
The lawmen pulled up to the darkened house. Guided only by their flashlights they crunched across the snow and circled around the building until they found the door to an attached shed unlocked. Entering the unheated room they started aiming their lights all around.
That’s when Sheriff Schley took a step back and felt something bump his shoulder. Turning around, the beam of light fell upon the headless and naked remains of Bernice Worden. It was trussed up and hung upside down with vital organs removed. Dressed-out, as it were, like a trophy deer. Reportedly the first words Sheriff Schley gasped were, “My God, there she is.”
 But that was only the beginning. By the time police had gone through the entire house they found human bones, body parts, and no less than ten severed heads – all women – buried amidst the squalor. 

Ed Gein’s Legacy

 
“HOUSE OF HORROR STUNS THE NATION” screamed the headline in LIFE magazine two weeks later. Such was the near-instant notoriety of the case that reporters from Chicago and New York City descended upon Plainfield within twenty-four hours of Gein’s arrest. An incredible tale emerged involving grave robbing, murder and collected body parts. Linda Foster recalled how a steady stream of curious out-of-towners drove in day and night for weeks afterward just to get a look at what had become overnight the most infamous house in Wisconsin.
Robert Bloch, a Wisconsin writer, started reading newspaper accounts of Ed Gein and came up with a clever idea for a novel. Three years later, in 1960, film director Alfred Hitchcock took up the story and forever immortalized Ed Gein in the guise of a character named Norman Bates in the film “Psycho.”



Alfred Hitchcock and the "Psycho" house



Then there is one of the more garish ironies of the whole affair: Ed Gein, who died in 1984 in the Mendota Mental Health Institute in Madison, lies buried in an unmarked location of the Plainfield cemetery. This after someone had snuck in and stolen his tombstone and attempted to sell it on the internet. Even today the macabre fascination with Eddie won’t go away.
The story in LIFE magazine included a picture of Georgia Foster and her young son, Howard – two of the only three visitors who were ever inside Ed’s house and later able to tell the tale.
“Who knows what all went on in that house?” said Georgia Foster fifty-five years after she and her husband briefly considered swapping their house for his. “Nobody knew back then. We were just looking for a bigger house to move into, that’s all. I don’t think about it much anymore, but I guess everything happens for a reason.”
Indeed it does. In the pre-dawn hours of March 28, 1958 – two days before the scheduled estate sale of the Gein farm – the two-story white frame building caught on fire. By the time volunteer firefighters got out there the fire was too far gone. Newspaper reports quoted firefighters saying there was nothing they could do but watch it burn to the ground.
The plot of land was seeded with new trees shortly thereafter. Today in the woods and fields around Plainfield there is no physical trace of where the house once stood. And that’s just the way the local population wants it. Doubtless they keep wishing the endless fascination with Ed Gein would disappear as easily. But where some dreams die hard, so do nightmares.
After all, that too is nature’s way.
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To see photographs of Ed Gein and his house at the time of his arrest:


 

Monday, January 18, 2016

Wisconsin Death Trip

 

 

To begin with, there is the book’s wonderfully neo-Gothic title: Wisconsin Death Trip. One glance at that and it’s hard to imagine anyone turning away without wanting to take a peek inside. Authored by Michael Lesy and published in 1973, this non-fiction work, labeled by many today as a cult classic, looks at the darker side of the great American Dream, circa 1890, in rural Wisconsin, and the result is at times both laughably absurd and strangely unsettling. Whatever personal attachment I have to this book may be indirect and circumstantial at best, but I’ll get to that later. First, a little background.
 

 The Author of Wisconsin Death Trip

 
Author Michael Lesy was born and raised in Shaker Heights, Ohio, and is currently a writer and professor of literary journalism at Hampshire College in Amherst, Massachusetts. In a statement posted on Hampshire’s College’s website, Lesy describes his working theme to be one of using “historical photographs from public archives…to tell a variety of difficult truths about our country and our shared pasts.”
       Wisconsin Death Trip would become his first, and most famous, published effort to date. And it came about because one day the tireless young scholar got tired of studying.
Back in 1972 Lesy was in the midst of studying for his masters degree in American social history at the University of Wisconsin. One afternoon he decided he needed a break. “I was really quite bored,” he would later say1, looking back on the day when he started paging through a photography book and came across an old picture published by the Wisconsin Historical Society that caught his eye. On a whim he walked over to the Historical Society building on the Madison campus and asked if he could see some more.
The object of his curiosity was a collection of portraits taken in the late 1800s by one Charles Van Schaick, who happened to be the town photographer and Justice of the Peace in the town of Black River Falls, Wisconsin, at the turn of the century. From his two-story studio and gallery on 1st Street just off of Main Street, Van Schaik served his customers, snapping portraits of couples young and old, women wearing the finest fashions of the day, even dead infants dressed for burial in their tiny coffins.
For the rest of that afternoon in Madison, Lesy pored over thousands of Van Schaik’s photographs and saw something haunting in the unvarnished, downright grim Scandinavian faces staring back at him. The more he looked at these pictures, the more he began to think he was on to something. His first impulse was to somehow tell the story of these pioneering people in the form of a documentary film. But the more practical approach was to compile a series of these pictures in a book and let that tell the story instead.
Following up on his newfound inspiration, he started scouring through newspaper archives of The Badger State Banner from the 1890s, sifting through and picking out any bizarre reports that best complemented the dark vision he had seen reflected in Van Schaik’s subjects. What he found was a treasure trove of stories referencing madness, suicide, disease and crime in the hinterlands of Wisconsin. Quoting them just as they once appeared in the local press, these snippets would become the other half of his picture book. By combining the words and pictures in just the right way, Lesy hoped to create a black and white montage of images no reader would soon forget.
 

The Characters

 
• “James Carr, residing in the town of Erin, Vernon County, was discovered dead in his log house recently, having died of starvation.”
 
• “Mrs. Carter, residing at Trow’s Mill, who has been in charge of the boarding house at A. S. Trow’s cranberry marsh, was taken sick at the marsh last week and fell down, sustaining internal injuries which have dethroned her reason. She has been removed to her home here and a few nights since arose from her bed and ran through the woods…. A night or two after she was found trying to strangle herself with a towel…. It is hoped the trouble is only temporary and that she may soon recover her mind.”
 
• “Lena Watson of Black River Falls gave birth to an illegitimate child and choked it to death.”
 
• “Alexander Gardapie, aged 90 years, died at Prairie du Chien. He walked into a saloon, drank a glass of gin, asked the time of day, sat down, and died.”
 
• “G. Drinkwine, father of Miss Lillian Drinkwine, attempted suicide a few days ago at Sparta. He swallowed a large quantity of cigar stubs.”
Or finally, this charming little sketch:
• “Frederick Schultz, an old resident of Two Rivers, cheated his undertaker by suddenly jumping out of the coffin in which, supposed to be dead, he had been placed.”
 
       To these and other macabre little stories it might be all a good Norwegian could do to shake his head slowly and say, “Uff da.”
       (Personally, death by cigar stubs wins the prize for me.)
       Setting aside the peculiar tenor of what passed for responsible journalism in those days, the question remains - were these incidents just isolated oddities or were they more telling of what life was really like back then?  Michael Lesy figured the answer to both questions was yes.
       Reading through the accounts in Death Trip one is left to wonder – only half in jest – if the entire countryside wasn’t awash with crazies. Well, times were indeed tough back then, especially for the farmers and homesteaders who had little money to begin with. All across the country in 1893, a run of bank failures and the depletion of the gold reserve set off an economic depression that quietly became “one of the worst in American history,”2 and many folks in Wisconsin felt hardship like never before. Doubtless a fair number did fall prey to madness and suicide as a result.
And why not? Faced with a crippling money crisis and a child rasping for dear life from diptheria, or looking out over a season’s failed harvest, with precious little else to fill one’s mind but the incessant sound of the wind or the ticking of a clock on the mantel, who wouldn’t question their ability to make it through another day?
                                
In an interview in 2003, Lesy said that the aim of any book should be to allow the reader “the ability to free associate and not be lost.”3 That’s pretty much what the reader is invited to do with Death Trip once the pages start turning. The mind starts to skim across the photographs and wonder what was going on in the life of each of these people when their picture was taken? What could have pushed some to such grisly extremes written about in the local papers? From there it’s not much of a leap to think about the challenges in one’s own life today. Then at some point the focus comes back to the book and the reminder that maybe the good old days weren’t always so good after all.
As books go, Death Trip defies convention in nearly every way. For one thing none of the pictures carry any captions or descriptions, so the faces one sees throughout the book are nothing more than nameless ghosts. The text has no clear beginning or narrative structure. The pages aren’t even numbered.
 

Black River Falls

 
Much of my interest in this stems from the fact that part of my family tree runs right through Black River Falls at the same time period detailed in the book. At the turn of the century, my grandmother, Margaret Stamstad, was a girl growing up in the rural township of Irving, ten miles southeast of Black River Falls and Charles Van Schaik’s photography studio. Fortunately for my mother – and me – she went on to marry and raise her family, though in her time she endured burdens and hardships that, with lesser women, might have easily derailed all that.
While only in her teens she had to endure the death of one of her sisters from an unknown digestive ailment. Then some years later, tragedy struck again when her own son was born with a congenital birth defect with his esophagus that basically prevented him from keeping food down. Soon thereafter, young Adolph Harvey Thompson succumbed  to starvation and died when he was only four months-old.
That any mother could find the resolve to go on after such terrible darkness seems nothing short of a miracle, but maybe miracles of that sort were somehow more commonplace back then.
My grandmother had to run the family farm without her husband after he suffered a series of debilitating strokes and died in 1946. Then on top of all that was a diagnosis of breast cancer and a slow and painful recovery from a radical mastectomy.
So…tough times? Most of us today have no idea.
The book takes a strangely entertaining look at the journey which brought our descendants and ultimately each one of us to where we are today. What’s more, it invites us to reflect on what we consider the trials and tribulations of our own lives and measure them against all that came before.
It’s a powerful history lesson, one worth revisiting now and then, as the author reminds us when he writes in the conclusion to the book:
“Pause now. Draw back from it. There will be time again to experience and remember.”  
And remember we should.
 
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For more on Michael Lesy and his book:

"https://www.youtube.com/embed/voKdxD07PgE"                              



1 www.identitytheory.com, interview of Michael Lesy by Robert Birnbaum, September 16, 2003. URL: http://www.identitytheory.com/michael-lesy/

2 Whitten, David. “Depression of 1893”. Economic History.Net Encyclopedia, edited by Robert Whaples. August 14, 2001, URL: http://eh.net/encyclopedia/the-depression-of-1893/



Friday, January 15, 2016

The Boy Who Bested Einstein

Albert Einstein




How do you stack up against the competition? Where do you fall in the percentile rankings others may use to measure and project future success? Well here's a little side note from history that might provide some perspective to these tricky questions. 
 

Young Einstein, the Student

 
In his comprehensive biography Einstein: His Life and Universe (Simon and Schuster, 2007), author Walter Isaacson uncovered a tantalizing morsel concerning Einstein’s early education. In 1895, while enrolled in an exclusive college preparatory school in Aargau, Switzerland, sixteen-year-old Albert was already being recognized as an exceptional student. Okay, no surprise there.
 
But according to Isaacson, and what scant school records still exist, in that particular year young Master Einstein scored the second highest rank in his class.

Adds Isaacson with a twist, "Alas, the name of the boy who bested Einstein is lost to history." 1
 
So the man whose name and face is to this day synonymous with genius and unrivaled brilliance, the man who would go on to tell us more or less how the universe worked, not to mention ushering in the atomic age, was at one point in his young life not considered the smartest kid in his class.
 
Proof enough that the value of any number ranking or grade point average is a totally subjective, perhaps meaningless, measurement of academic performance, nothing more. And for that matter, there is no law of nature that says every gifted prodigy always has to finish at the top of his class. Still, it does tickle the imagination to think of some young man (Aargau was an all boys school back then) quietly sitting at his desk and beating out one of the greatest thinkers the world has ever known. Then quietly disappearing forever.
 

If He Were Alive Today

 
Needless to say this was long before the days of overnight celebrity and instant personality profiles. If he were alive today, might not the grown man who once beat Einstein be the subject of curious, if not intense, scrutiny?
 
What journalist, blogger or news editor wouldn't love to expose this man to the world today, take his picture, and ask a few pointed questions like, What did it feel like to be the only one who ever finished ahead of Albert Einstein? Did you ever once think to yourself, What if it would  have been me instead of him that went on to great fame? Any regrets? By the way, what did you end up doing with the rest of your life?

Yes, fate can – and does – ask cruel things of us all.
 
Left alone, however, the mystery student in Switzerland probably grew up and went on to live a full and very unassuming life, working hard to earn a living and raise a family. He may never have been aware of his brush with immortality. Maybe he didn't even care. Again, we'll never know.
 
All of which brings up the point of what ultimately determines success, even greatness, in a person.  What does it take to make the grade these days? Is success somehow preordained or does it fall to hard work and free will? How does one judge who will make it and who won't? Does it come down to better credentials and a proven track record? Or is there more to it than that?

As for Einstein himself, he took his belief to a higher level when, in his later years, he said, "Everything is determined, the beginning as well as the end, by forces over which we have no control...we all dance to a mysterious tune, intoned in the distance by an invisible player." 2
 
Food for thought from the one and only Albert Einstein. And, yes, from the young boy who once bested him.
 
 


Wednesday, January 13, 2016

A Funny Little War Story


"Stories are for eternity, when memory is erased, when there is nothing to remember except the story."
                                                                                                - Tim O'Brien
                                                                                           The Things They Carried
 
 


 


Throughout history soldiers have tucked countless charms and talismans in their pockets before heading into battle. From love letters and photos to Bibles and medallions, men at war have carried with them anything and everything to give them what they needed most – hope for another day.

Author and novelist Tim O'Brien knows only too well the power in these talismans. He was 22 years old when he went to Vietnam where he served in the infantry from 1968 through 1970. In his acclaimed semi-autobiographical novel The Things They Carried he tells of the weapons and the burdens American soldiers carried with them every day. The weapons they would leave behind, the emotional burdens they wouldn’t.
What brings this to mind is the fact that not long ago I happened to discover an interesting memento that another war veteran carried into battle. His name was Alonzo Miller and the year was 1864.
 
 

Alonzo Miller


A resident of Prescott, Wisconsin, Miller volunteered for enlistment during the Civil War. As a Private in the 12th Wisconsin Infantry Regiment, 1st Brigade, 3rd Division of the 17th Army Corps., he went on to fight in the Battle of Kennesaw Mountain, the Battle of Atlanta, the Savannah Campaign and the Campaign of the Carolinas, twice wounded before being honorably discharged at war's end.

Miller carried with him a ‘Daily Miniature Diary’ for each year he served; and how this all gets to me is that through my father’s bloodlines I came to inherit those diaries, each one small enough to fit in the palm of a hand, or the shirt pocket of a Union soldier. Miller faithfully filled every page of those books, recording the everyday events in fine pencil, each word crammed together like soldiers on parade.

He was 25 years old in 1864. Throughout that year he described plainly but honestly a life that any veteran of any war would understand. The endless marching (often 12 to 15 miles a day as his Regiment made its way down dirt roads through Tennessee, Alabama and Georgia), the food, the common boredom and uncommon camaraderie of life in an army camp.  And, yes, the deadly confrontations of battle, though detail in this regard is quite sparse.         
But what intrigued me even more was what I found folded up and hidden in a back pouch of his 1864 diary. It was a newspaper clipping, a story neatly cut out and brown and brittle as parchment, though unfortunately there was no date or name of the newspaper included in the neatly clipped story. I pulled it out and unfolded it as carefully as I could. Was this the talisman the young man chose to carry with him throughout that long perilous year? Was there some secret message here that he clung to for the rest of his life?
 
 

The Story He Carried With Him


Entitled A Dutchman's Complaint, it’s a short piece of satire, maybe a thousand words, told by a fifty-year-old character with the outlandish name of Gottlieb Klobberyoss. Right away one sees the intended parody of dialect and demeanor when Herr Klobberyoss slurps down another drink and says:

            "I dinks much about da war. Und da draft, und da rebils, and all about dese
dings. I dinks about 'em more as about anyding else….De odder day begins de
draft. Dat bodders me agin…So ven I gets tired mit drinkin on my own stoop,
I goes down to Hans Butterfoos's tavern, und I drinks dere, und I tells my opinion."
 
True to his word, he goes to the tavern and drinks some more and offers more unflattering  opinions of  “rebil sojers” and Confederate President “Sheff Davis.”

The story reaches a conclusion that is none too dramatic or humorous, at least not by today's standards. I myself have read the story several times and still can’t say exactly what the punch line is.

But that’s not the point. The mystery here, the real story, is what about this farcical conversation made Alonzo Miller think it important enough to carry with him every single day when any one of those days could have been his last?  

Maybe he pulled it out and read it whenever the dull life of an infantryman overtook him. Maybe it reminded him that there was still a world of humor and life outside of war. Or maybe he just needed a chuckle now and then - understandable enough given the circumstances surrounding his life at the time.

Whatever the reason it must have worked because Alonzo Miller’s luck held out and after the war he went on to raise a family and live a productive life for another fifty years before dying in 1917.

So while the men who once wrote and read the words on that tiny scrap of paper are all but unknown today, a very small part of who they were and what they did still remains. And the tale of A Dutchman’s Complaint has outlived that war and those who fought it by a century and a half.

Now that makes this a funny little war story.


Alonzo Miller